Richard Jordan

What My Father Wanted

Mostly to discover flowing water
he’d never fished before. To craft
a perfect cast between a riffle

and a fallen log, entice a rainbow
trout to stir the surface, create
some intricate swirls, a trail of eddies.

He was strictly catch and release.
What’s important is knowing that
they’re there. Each spring I picture him

in frigid water, pants rolled up. No
waders or fancy gear, only a timeworn
bargain bin pole, a fly he tied with blue

jay feathers and squirrel fur collected
from the yard. Let’s say the sun is ready
to dip below a row of budding maples

along the shore. He bends to swish bright
iridescent scales from his large hands—
another feisty rainbow netted then

set free. If there are other anglers present
they tell themselves it was dumb luck,
not skill, but their eyes widen as he slowly

works his way upstream toward
an undulating hatch of mayflies above
a shallow pool where rise rings start to spread.